NormBeggar's Belief (2005)
Still this sense of vacuum and it had been quite an exertion to make my welfare appointment what with the scabs festering, the crotch itching, the bum chaffing and no mention of the lower limb difficulties which humility forces me to omit. I had no crutch a disposition not to itch and no cream in the cabinet. She was rather kind to offer me assistance and I feel a little embarrassed at my prideful outburst on this occasion.
On returning to my room, that yellow dingy arena for gladiatorial dosing and fits of apathy, the walls closed in and the books started their chattering and the things they said, it made the spine shiver and the table dance with wooden joy the cups clapped and the curtains which were sheets nodded confidently as the devil hid his scrolls.
The devil how did he get in here. Anyway this is what was seen: the devil chatting with the lord in various guises and the messiah inventing his own language, what fun. All this from my window and yet more disappointment on the identification of the external self with an other external self as my abundance of christianess proves costly. Nothing to do with my nationality that is not a disadvantage but a sore on the main scab of the major scab zone on the left fibula.
On returning to my room, that yellow dingy arena for gladiatorial dosing and fits of apathy, the walls closed in and the books started their chattering and the things they said, it made the spine shiver and the table dance with wooden joy the cups clapped and the curtains which were sheets nodded confidently as the devil hid his scrolls.
The devil how did he get in here. Anyway this is what was seen: the devil chatting with the lord in various guises and the messiah inventing his own language, what fun. All this from my window and yet more disappointment on the identification of the external self with an other external self as my abundance of christianess proves costly. Nothing to do with my nationality that is not a disadvantage but a sore on the main scab of the major scab zone on the left fibula.
